Let me start it first.. I have fallen in love for millions times before, not as that many in matter of fact.. Haha..
But this one is different. Do you know? Every morning when i wake up, your name comes to my mind, i want it to stop happening, but i could not. I always think of you. Is she happy today? Is she has a hard time learning things? Has she eat? Millions of questions comes to my mind. and i think, falling in love is a curse or a gift??
Do you ever believe love at first sight? At first, i thought it was a Bull-shit, i did not believe it. According to Clitophon, love at first sight is : "As soon as I had seen her, I was lost. For Beauty's wound is sharper than any weapon's, and it runs through the eyes down to the soul. It is through the eye that love's wound passes, and I now became a prey to a host of emotions..."
Until one day, i saw her, i watch her, i know her, my deepest heart whispering to me, "hey dude, Do you want to know something?? This girl in front of you, yes in front of you.
For my opinion, she is your SOULMATE, catch her with everything you can, or you will be sorry for all of you life.."
I heard it says that, so i want my brain to tell me, it is rite? My brains said :"The heck i know?? Love is not a Logic, it is an abstract thing, if you want to ask me, i couldn't tell you.. I am a logic solver, not a abstract solver. Ask you heart.."
So here i am, listening to my heart desire. Now i want to know her more. I learned something from the mistakes i did before, and i Have done a lot of mistakes with my all previous love. FYI: I have been single for almost six years!! Pity for me rite? Buakakakakakkk...
Now with all the mistakes i have learned, i am becoming knowing what it is inside of a girls heart content, I will not do the same mistakes for her previous boyfriend, but maybe i will make the new mistakes..
Please do not afraid when you read this note, i do not intend to hurt you, but i will keep you save and warm.
I will PROTECT you
I will TAKE CARE of you
I will Love you more seconds by seconds, hours by hours, days by days, nights by nights, months by months, years by years.
I will adore you like no men have adore you before
I will accept the goodness or the badness of yours
I will not make you cry
I will not make you sad
I will not make you feeling blue
There are 3 sentences that is very hard to say :
1st. I Thank you
2nd. I am sorry
3rd. I love you.
The 1st and 2nd sentences for me it is easy to say, but for me, the 3rd sentences is very hard to say.
I must find the right person for me to say that sentences. Until i have found you, yes, that sentences will come from my mouth right away, i am waiting for the right line and the right time.
A bestfriend of mine says :
"There are 2 luckiest people on Earth:
the 1st one is the first love of a Lady ;
the 2nd one is the last love of a Man "
the first love of yours who spend your past was a lucky person, but in a matter of fact i will be the luckiest person in the world if i have your present and future with me.
I believe that God created humans in pairs, it is my duty to seek you, your duty is to wait till i come.
Please wait for me girl. I am preparing my self to do the right thing, to love you the fullest, to end my endless seeking for the right girl. To put an end to my misery, to my waiting time.
For all of you who read this note, PLEASE DO pray for my love, pray that she is the right lady for me.
And for you girl, do not believe in every letter in this note, until i show you my actions, I do not on only tell words, but I DO my words
For I am a MAN, not a boy anymore...
PS: for those who know the girl/ the woman/ the lady, please do not speak or write anything in the comment. I hope you do not write, as i want my own heart to reach her, not by somebody else.
I deeply Thank you for your cooperation.
Made by a Man that thinks I am Yours girl. And I hope that you are mine.
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